So, I'm back now, and wow! (not the game...)

That last post was amazing <3 when I saw it. I can barely remember that night...I wonders if I'd been drinking :D....yes yes yes.

Anywho, I is out of basic training,and at my new command!! wooo...yeah no...I is on hold for the first class (SCC)and going on a working party every fucking day *dances*. and I is really hungry right now cause I didnt feel like eating when i was told I could eat.

I have to fart but...oh nevermind there it is...but yeah I'm back!

Lesasaurus-Rex

The Lesbian Dinosaur that has laser sex. There are two in exsistance as far as we know. Rachel and I are the only lesbian dinosaurs left today. Laser sex in amaing btw.

Periods, Exercising, and Food

I was looking through stuff about exercising, food and menstruation today and I found some pretty nifty shit. First let's start off with why I was looking for this stuff. I tried to go out running yesterday but I almost immediately felt heavy and sluggish and about half way through I started getting light headed (even though I drank a bottle and a half of water) and I knew I was about to have my period.

So I looked up stuff about exercising with my period, and they say do your normal exercise (stop if you're getting light headed, duh) but don't dramatically increase the exercising. I thought this source was pretty nifty: http://www.wikihow.com/Exercise-While-on-Your-Period

Then I got to thinking about what should I be eating while I'm on the cotton penis. I found some useful stuff. http://lifestyle.iloveindia.com/lounge/food-and-menstrual-cramps-1375.html. Though I will say that a woman's blood sugar can get messed up (from experience) and sugars aren't all bad, they can actually make you8 feel better some of the time. Also, sugars make me feel better mentally, so if you're one of those people, don't give them up. Drink water too, water is good.

And if you're like me, you may be wondering what the fuck magnesium is...so here's a link for that too.

I miss my best friend, you're gonna hear about it

Layne has been in basic training for a few days now, has texted us a few times and all is well for him. It makes me feel secure knowing he's not in a nest made of heroin, but here's where I turn on the water works: I MISS HIM.

Look at him and tell me you wouldn't be sad not having the chance to see that face for 6 months! It's making me feel all warm and fuzzy thinking about when he'll be back... He's a very important person to us. And for me, I wouldn't be who I am without him, it sounds kind of extreme but he got me into Sublime and Soundgarden, that's a big deal to me...

Not only those things, but that son of a bitch has been there for me nearly EVERY SINGLE TIME I NEEDED HIM. A few times he missed cause he was drunk or had his brain turned to mush over a girl, but he still gave a damn. I wouldn't have too much confidence without him, life would be boring, I would have nothing to look forward to as a 12 year old... He's so fucking fun to talk to, even when there's nothing to say (if anyone gets that extremely small pun, you get a cookie). In the early days when no one had responsibilities and when he first started at Sam Ash, we'd talk until fucking 5AM, sometimes one on one, sometime in our group. Those were memories staring at a computer, sure, but they make my heart burst with happy. And a few weeks ago, me and him talked on the phone until 7AM, and were on cam. We saw ourselves falling asleep and our voices couldn't hold up any more, and he still gave me a speech about confidence and not turning into anyone's door mat, and I wish I could thank him for that right now. Maybe when he comes back, I might just write something here.

But here's something, it's 5AM and I need to go to bed, I'm full of happy and an itchy head. I love Private Wiebalck to fucking death and nothing can get in the way of that, because that short cranky bastard is one in a million.

Courtney Love made a joke about Jews, EVERYONE FUCKING LOSES IT

Kso, she did an interview with Heeb magazine and said something about how the money paid for Nirvana CDs only goes to Jew laywers and bankers, and the comments on it were like "I'm gonna burn Live Through This! Fuck her!". I love how people pretend they've never cracked a joke about races.

And listen, I'm pretty bias because I fucking adore Courtney. She's my hero. But I also didn't give a shit when Mel Gibson got shit faced and said stupid stuff to that cop. And there might be other examples I can't think of, but generally, when someone makes a racial joke, it doesn't fucking matter to me! I make as mean jokes about spics as possible, I am one. Dave Chappelle writes awesome skits about blacks, and somehow talking about Jews is on a whole different level than saying "black folk are taking all our chicken"? Please. Also, the woman's half Jewish, it doesn't fucking matter.

I might sound real dumb, but I'm so sick of this shit. I will make jokes about whoever I want, it doesn't mean anything. It's like saying "I hate you!" when someone has something you want. It's playing around. And if you wanna get deep into history and oppression of different people, fine and dandy. I'll talk about that. But don't turn a joke into something much deeper than it is, especially if it's a stereotype joke.

Edit: In the same interview, she claimed to be part Cuban. MY LIFE. IS FUCKING. COMPLETE.

Louder Than Love: Why it's better than most things

I was about to make a hot dog and suddenly I thought of Uncovered, off Louder Than Love, Soundgarden's album that is basically an orgasm made into music. Listen, I was convinced to listen to this as my introduction to Soundgarden one night when I was talking to Crunchy. Luckily, for whatever reason, mom bought this on a whim when we went out one day and OH HO, IT WAS THERE FOR THE PICKING.

So at the wonderful age of 12, with my terrible insomnia and new found chronic depression, I listened to this at, I think, 1AM and my mind EXPLODED ALL OVER THE FUCKING PLACE. This was my source of life for a long time, along with Mario Kart and Metalocalypse. Those were good times that I miss like a motherfucker. We lived at the old place, aka the ex I will stalk and think about forever. During that time, it'd rain alot, or get cold, and I had red hair, and was in 7th grade and hated education like you couldn't possibly understand...

This album got me through the day when I was bored, tired, aching, annoyed, upset, and when my eyes were about to pop out of my skull from whatever. My body really doesn't feel good most of the time. But the memories I think of when I listen to this album mean the entire world to me. After this, and today, I am a strong Soundgarden fan and Chris Cornell needs to stop making bad solo albums (minus his first, IT'S GOD, THAT ONE) and get back to his roots for a bit. Also... Ok you know what, I'll say it straight up, REUNITE SOUNDGARDEN FOR A TOUR JESUS GOD ODIN ALLAH BUDDHA UUUUUUUUUUGH.

To get off from the negative for a bit, and to take my mind off that hot mess called Project Revolution, Louder Than Love was just another gateway to understanding what time I was going through, and gave life back to music for me. I'm only almost 15, listening to this takes me back to what seems like centuries. Lots of things changed since then, I miss it alot. For now, I'm gonna pretend to be 12, and everyone can shut it.

<3 Monty

Monty's my record spinny. Right now it's playing Appetite for Destruction, and it's much better this way than on CD. I remember why this struck me so hard when I was 10. I'm also listening to the Pixies and trying out Bad Brains. <3 pretending to live 20 years ago.

I dunno if I can listen to CDs anymore and be like "Hmmmm nice". I'll nerd out and go "Yeah it's remastered, but it's not QWUALITY." Yes, quality with a W. Because that's how my dad says it when he's gushing over something... It's strange to hear.

Also, I worked my fingers into a tizzy with this scale shit. The pinky is the lazist little fucker! Always making the E string buzz. And the end of my index finger stings, but it'll be worth it in five years. <_<

Also, to leave you all with something awesome Chloe said long ago: "God hates me! The feeling is mutual!"

Puppy Chow

This is my favorite and a great party hit for any age, I promise. It's also pretty neat for like a cookie bake or for holiday parties.

12 oz Crispex or crispy hexagons XD (some people like to use rice chex)
1 C Peanut Butter
2 C (12 oz) Semisweet Chocolate chips
1/4 C (1 stick) Butter (or margarine if you like fakey stuff)
Powdered sugar (almost a full normal-sized bag)

Melt the peanut butter, chocolate chips, and butter together. Put the crispex into a grocery bag/large pale (ice cream pale works well) and pour the melted mixture over the cereal. Shake/stir it up (shaking is easier) until all the cereal is coated. Start adding powdered sugar gradually and shaking until all the pieces are covered with powdered sugar. There ya go...you're finally able to eat it!

Oriental Salad

Ok I found this in a church cookbook, and I think my grandma had made it for a family gathering (or something similar). The author of this one was "Ann in the English Department at University of California, Irvine, on page 77 of the St Joseph's Parish Cookbook: Heavenly Scents of an unknown year.

Salad ingredients
1/2 head chunked cabbage
1 pkg ramen noodles (this recommends chicken flavor)
2 T toasted sesame seeds
1/2 C toasted slivered almonds
3-4 minced green onions

Dressing:
3 T sugar
3 T vinegar
1/2 C oil
1/4 t pepper
1/2 t salt (or to taste, imo)
Flavoring pkt from ramen noodles

Combine and shake well. Crumble ramen noodles. Mix dressing and chill. Just before serving, combine cabbage, ramen, sesame seeds, almonds, and onions. Add dressing last.

My grandma had toasted the ramen noodles as well, btw.

It's a new year, POST SOMETHING

C'mon... It may only be the 6th, but there's still so much to bitch about this year. Like; I miss 2008, the slightly uneasy feeling, IT'S THE LAST YEAR OF THIS DECADE. I feel fucking strange knowing that I remember living through these past ten years. I'll be 15 though, so I shouldn't feel so old... <_<

But when this decade is over, what do we call it? We have the 80's and 90's, you call them by their number. But no one says the 2000's, they say new millenium(I totally spelled that wrong). What happens when it's over? It's not new anymore! Plus the rest of the century... <_< Which uh, I hope brings more good than bad. If it does, I'll be willing to live a little longer than I have planned. But if I have to see this place slowly turn into the Jensens, I'm out this bitch.

Btw, Throwing Copper = <333